Someone is Involved

So let me explain:
Let me give you the cure to this pain, so yeah I call him, so right he text me after all that time he ignored me and later he tells me something that does not make sense. I asked him and like whatever he tells me "when" and FUCK I don't understand and I text him that and OMG! he tells me only two letters, like WHAT THE FUCK means that. And HEY! what did you know he ignores me jajjajja!* great I don't know why he ignores me and better yet there no reason for me to ignored me. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! A lot of guy are interested in me and finnally I fell like I can get him out of my mind and when that moment comes HE TEXT ME FML. This is bullshit I'm so fucking mad right now IF HE IGNORES ME WHY HE TEXT ME, and if he was in to me why he ignores me, this can only mean one thing...SOMEONE IS INVOLVED and WANTS ME NOT TO BE WITH HIM.

She is a fucking tramp, bitch, backstabber whore

You can NOT waste any more time when you already waste your all life. You can't smile a thirsty wishful smile because you can't even scream to the asshole you hate. "I'm FUCKING TIRED OF PUTTING UP WITH HER, SMACK HER, SMASH HER!!! SHE IS A DIRTY BACKSATABBING WHORE" it feels good to write it but it has to feel much better to act the words I had wrote(SMAKE HER, SMACHING HER, just this until she beg to stop). Words can hurt more but what feels better is to say to her "YOU ARE A BACKSTABBING WHORE".

P.S.:The photo has nothing to do with the parragraph or it has to do everything with the paragraph??? mmm....

the sea is driven by a constant heart rush

If we recollect every drop of tear we cry, we could make a sea out of it. If we could recollect what we felt every time our heart was broke we could make a sea driven by a constant heart rush. And the feeling would last long and the misery would be strong. But finally love will be a negligent sentiment and misery would be the point for driving through the suffering sea. The waves would be the sorrow and the water the optic which makes the movement the infliction in chest.

That whale is gonna eat me!

"The big white whale is going to eat me!!!, but wait I forgot to do some shopping at that store in Manhattan well I'll go next time I'm around. uuuuh! I almost forgot I have to go buy that shoes at the store, mmm… well it has to be later, maybe when I get out of this I could go and apply for that job at that building, they say their bathrooms are like hotels rooms, I should work there i think I deserve it. And what's the deal with Lisa JEEZZ! she thinks she is ALL THAT AND OMG SHE IS NOT, I wonder if Kevin still like her, well I don't think so she dress pretty bad for him to like her...."and next thing you know the big white whale eat her.

while my thoughts where smoking a cigarette...

Thoughts are simple little strangers, that from nowhere jump in your head and make a statement meant for you to follow. They have such power that they influence your mind into do what they told you to. Crazy little strangers, I wish they had never existed but thinking about it...wait! here they go again making me think that they're worth something. So it all make sense, when I make an action based on my thoughts. So while my thoughts where smoking a cigarette I was making an action base on them.